happily never after

that was quite a show, really had me going

2010-05-22T23:27:00.001+08:00

why do people say sry aft they hurt you? if they knew that it was gna hurt, why do it in the first place? sigh. im so naive. i trusted you. fml

everything about you was a big charade

2010-05-04T21:38:00.001+08:00

many things happened lately. it made me see the true colours of some people,
and made me know who i can count on whenever im sad.
i now know that you can nvr trust anyone in this world. i guess i realised that a little too late.
mummy usually says im the kind who trusts people too much. i guess she's right.
well, im rly sure i'll nv trust anyone anymore/again.

you, do that thing you do, breaking my heart into a million pieces

2010-04-16T12:04:00.002+08:00

hi, i am finally blogging. and im only blogging cause i hv nth to do. like nth to do AT ALL. i didnt go for sch tdy cause im not feeling well~

a little update..

plbt c div, national top 8
i am gna fail my lit test, i wrote less than half a page
sister's celebrating her bday this sunday, though her actual bday is on 10 may LOL
okay i hv nth to write abt alr
bye

2010-04-08T20:51:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONGHYUN I LOVE YOU!!! <3
i cant upload picture cause im using my itouch :(

i wish our hearts could come together as one

2010-04-03T23:54:00.001+08:00

hiiiii. i feel horrible. :( my eyes are swollen and i hv a fever + a really bad sore throat. sian.
on thursday, aft sch met tricia at cine. shared a cup B frolick~ after that walked arnd. tricia wanted to see alvin so we walked to orchard central. then went to find him. aft awhile we walked to centrepoint, then back to 313. ate the tw mee sua hehe super nice~ then i bought a shirt from cotton on then we trained back to my hse. i kinda forgot what happened LOL er i know at night we watched The Fog only halfway cause we were both tired. then we went to sleep. next morning, tricia went home early while i went for 9am mass. mass was damn long and boring~ aft mass went home and waited for chester to come. went to fetch him from the bus stop then aft awhile we made our way to plaza sing. caught ju-on. damn scary~ lol i was covering my face and ears almost throughout the whole movie. aft the movie walked arnd awhile then headed home. chester, alex and nigel went to play basketball while i sat thr and watch. then went back for dinner. had tuition awhile then watched the 9pm show. chester think he cute sia~ play w my scrump then keep hitting my face HAHA anyway he left at abt 11.
so this morning i didnt go for training :( i just stayed in bed for almost the whole day, getting up only to eat. yeah, pig much~ i hope i'll get better b4 monday.
p.s/ i like justin bieber's songs :) just his songs. not him LOL

i feel so broken up, and i give up

2010-03-31T22:17:00.001+08:00

soooo, everything's back to normal. which is great :) tdy we were against sengkang. woah their attitude was like shit. whatever, we thrashed them 5-0 :)
im feeling really horrible right now. i hv a fever and damn bad sore throat. :(
okay anyway tmr meeting tricia aft sch then she's coming to stayover at my place. yay. saturday training from 9-12 then 1-5. I CANT WAIT!!!!

if i could find you now, things would get better

2010-03-29T22:47:00.001+08:00

jacelyn told me to update so here i am.
alot of things happened recently, and i really mean alot. bad stuffs. i realised you can nvr trust anyone in this world AT ALL. anyway, i rly hope you guys(im not allowed to mention who) would really talk things out and clear the misunderstanding. i love both of you alot, and it sucks to see you both sad. its really stupid to quarrell over a guy. really. when you both quarrell, im always stuck inbetween. both of you tell me everything. and i really dont know what to do. im sorry :( i just pray that no matter what happens, everything will be okay again.

another day without you with me, is like a blade that cuts right through me

2010-03-17T21:21:00.001+08:00

i h8 two-faced people.

tell me if time should make a change, then why do i feel the same

2010-03-14T13:10:00.001+08:00

hi. sry i havent been updating in a long time cause i was lazy d: anyway its the holidays now whoooooo~ on friday i got kicked out of lit class cause i was playing miniclip's bubble trouble HAHA ytd went for the e awards thing. finally, i saw shinee live!!!!! tsoydypuppuvpjpffxbonkssgk i swear it was the best omg screamed like mad hahahhahaha i love 샤이니 :) today supposed to go for church but im too tired and i overslept so yeah didnt go. slept at like 2am plus ytd lorrr. so far,
monday - training & tuition
tuesday - most probably out w tw group
wednesday - maybe gng out w tricia then piano at night
thursday - training
friday - training
seeeeee i train alot okaaaay
hehehehe bye

cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly

2010-03-07T08:26:00.001+08:00

hiiii (: had elearning on friday. elearning is stupid like seriously... i rather go to sch. lol k anyw aft elearning waited for sonia to come home then ate lunch then bused to paya lebar mrt and trained to tampines to meet chester and alex. otw to tampines saw brenda so she followed us. aft awhile in tampines 1 chester came then alex came. bought our presents and bused white sands to meet micaela and michelle. we met zm and zy ^^ hahhaha. then aft that bused to e!hub and walked to coasta sands. then blahblahblah slacked and blahblahblah HAHAHAHAHAHA i lazy blog alr lah BYE

i'll be fine i swear, i've just gone beyond repair

2010-03-04T23:31:00.001+08:00

errr up thr the quote i got it from tricia :)

tmr's elearning. cant wait!!! cos i can wake up much later. hehe. tmr aft elearning gng to roderick's chalet. hehe bye!

thats when i love you

2010-03-01T22:22:00.001+08:00

hi charmaine i knw my blog v nice to read right hahahhaa but im lazy to post. so im just posting to say hi to you :)
haha ok anyw, im v busy this week. ok not very but WHATEVER
monday - sch then marina barrage
tuesday - sch then training then tuition
wednesday - sch then malay then piano
thursday - sch then training then tuition
friday - sch(e-learning) then buy present for roderick then go his chalet @ coasta sands
saturday - tuition then roderick's chalet again
sunday - church then idk

as soon as forever's through, i'll be over you

2010-02-25T22:31:00.001+08:00

sigh. we lost to ahs today. somehow, i think its my fault. im sry. :( sigh alot of things are bothering me right now.... i was thinking alot while playing. sigh~ my life is screwed la okay.

if ever i made a mistake its not that i fell for you, its thinking that someday you'll fall for me too

2010-02-21T20:26:00.002+08:00

hi HEHEHEHEHHEHE IM GOING FOR THE SINGAPORE ENTERTAINMENT SHIT WHOOO SHINEEEEEE okok chill. okay hi. bio paper tmr. sigh, i give up alr :( i dont understand ANYTHING AT ALL. OMG YOU ARE DAMN ANNOYING STOP TALKING TO ME. ok sry. i cant wait for tmr's tournament ^^ go plbt!!!

i ♥ 샤이니

listen to my heartbeat

2010-02-16T16:52:00.002+08:00

omg pain my leg got blueblack. then while rubbing it i accidentally hit it on the same spot. AHHH pain okay hi. im @ keppel nowww. HEHEHE onew just danced ring ding dong to get free food omg so cute HAHA okay anyway 14th feb roderick chester micaela michelle slept over. we slept at 6!! it was v fun but im damn lazy to write what happened. lit paper tmr :( sian. i nvr study at all okay :( im gonna do very badly for this term. okay i go watch my hello baby alr byebye

am i supposed to feel this way?

2010-02-13T19:47:00.000+08:00

you've changed... alot. i h8 this. fuck you.

that was quite a show, very entertaining

2010-02-11T22:55:00.002+08:00

i h8 it when i'm trying to forget smth but it always stays in my mind. and when i hv to rmb smth i'll forget. sigh~

this one's for you;

talking bout girl, i love you, you're the one. this just looks like a
re-run. please, what else is on? oh, and the award for the best liar goes
to you, for making me believe that you could be faithful to me. let's hear your
speech, oh how about a round of applause, a standing ovation. but you put
on quite a show, really had me going. now it's time to go, curtain's finally
closing. that was quite a show, very entertaining. but it's over now, go on and
take a bow

letting go isn't giving up, it's accepting that some things are not meant to be

2010-02-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

hi hehe im so bored~~~ 14th feb micaela michelle roderick chester might be coming over then we'll hv a sleepover :) yayyy. now just hv to see if michelle's & micaela's mum allow or not. then it'll be so fun. all of us. micaela michelle roderick chester sonia alex nigel & i. YAY so fun okay im downloading songs now bye~

if you call me today i'll say that i'm fine but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice it's just a lie

2010-02-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

i h8 my life fml. argh okay whatever. i'm gonna use the computer less now. gonna study(hopefully). so bye anything text me

yasgal. dlodwdii. isdkwilyb, sge~ galattslb.

h, wdylm. yasydwtlg... aystysdlm. wgst :( wii, irlyaairhodylm. iwfy.

you know that i'll catch you when you're falling down

2010-02-01T21:10:00.003+08:00

hi sorry for the lack of updates! :) im lazy to put a photo at every start of the post alr heh heh ok anyway. quick update. i forgot what happened on saturday hehe. sunday morning went for church then left for cck. so, obviously i was late. met micaela then went to another building to try and see shinee but couldnt so we ran back to watch from the tv. hehe at least they zoomed into their faces. HEHE DAMN CUTE I SWEAR HEHE ok anyway aft that we left for amk then bused to my house blah blah then brenda olivia chester roderick and alex came awhile later. then we just played guitar hero then cue cake blah blah then went to the playground then came back and played indian poker. i had to kiss chester for 8 seconds and he had to kiss me for 6 seconds LOL he poor thing. never kena forfeit also need to do. hahaha. alex kissed micaela ;-) ok I LAZY BLOG ALR SO BYE oh btw we won east spring today. 5-0 :) -youknowthatsch- is damn annoying we'll thrash you i swear

paper bags and plastic hearts

2010-01-29T23:15:00.005+08:00

MARTIN AND PAUL ARE SO HOT OMG~~~~

hehe ok hi. AHHHHHHHHH THE BLG CONCERT WAS AWESOME. A-W-E-S-O-M-E :) :) :) I WANT TO CRY COS I DIDNT GET ANYTHING. NO GUITAR PICK, NO DRUM STICK, WATER BOTTLE AND EVERY OTHER THING :'( BUT ANYWAY I COULDNT BELIEVE I SAW THEM LIVE. I WAS LIKE AT THE SECOND ROW. OMG MARTIN'S EYES ARE TEJGELRTJGELKSJG. I SWEAR YOU'LL MELT OMG HEHEHEHEHE ALL I SANG THE WHOLE DAY WERE THEIR SONGS OMG HEHE OK BYE

you've got me hypnotised, so mesmerised

2010-01-27T22:23:00.001+08:00

hi hehe i havent blogged for days cos..... im too lazy to ^^ hehe ok anyw, nth much happened past few days. cant wait for tmr omg omg omg hehehehe.

ps/ i think you're grossssssss

we'll say it was love

2010-01-24T22:08:00.002+08:00

hiiii thrs sch tmr :'( i h8 sch booo (n) all im looking forward to this week is trainings, plbt lunch(maybe) & bugis w jacelyn, boys like girls & 31st!!! :) :) :) i spent my day sleeping, using my itouch to surf the internet, trying to fix my comp. stupid computer is spoilt damn it :( theres training tmr, jacelyn lau not gng :( sian ok i go pack bag alr byebye

this is the story of a girl who cried a river and drowned the whole world

2010-01-24T00:19:00.002+08:00

i just lost my bestfriend in the whole fucking world. she sort of chose smoking over me. how great is that? yay wheee -clap clap- fuck this

my eyes are screaming for the sight of you

2010-01-22T22:24:00.002+08:00

hiii. im super bored now. im damn tired~ today morning no run :) lessons were boringgg. pyy said im not listening during lessons. her lessons so boring how to listen... anyw, pe ran 6 rounds then resistance then skipped 600 times. training was worse. we ran 10 rounds. 1 round is like 2 rounds around the track. i died today. aft training went bbt w jacelyn claudia jiaeenn yonmei and leyun. bused home ate dinner then bathed. tgif, im exhausted :(

what it takes i dont care, we're gonna make it i swear

2010-01-20T22:01:00.003+08:00

im damn tired today gonna sleep soon. nth much happened today.

we got cleanest class, wow
our punishment is over (y)
mr ng dismissed us at 1.10pm
malay was boring
went bbt w micaela aft malay
then sent her home, aint i nice awww

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEADY I LOVE YOU.
i'd get smth for you soon, didnt hv the time im sorry.

sigh im really tired :( bye

is this the way its meant to be, only dreaming that you're missing me?

2010-01-19T22:14:00.003+08:00

hiii heh heh i didnt blog ytd cos i was lazy to turn on my computer. all i can rmb is that i had training ytd. my racket so sexy~~ red grip & string. hehe. today felt v long idk why. had public speaking thing till 3.35 then went to eat macs w micaela. then left for her house. bought teenage magazine HEHE GOT SHINEE'S POSTER. then went blog hopping ;-) HAHAHAHAHAHHA SHIT SORRY ok then left her house arnd 6. went home bathed then ate dinner then left for tuition. tuition was boring!!! TRICIA!!! HEHE THOMAS AND FRIENDS.

i want you so badly its my biggest wish

2010-01-17T21:10:00.003+08:00

roderick cheat my money~~~~~~ :(
okay anyway hi. today went 4 church in the morning. h8 su lee kdfjlektjglksrjg k whatever aft that met jacelyn at macs then bused home. took racket, changed and walked to hougang sports hall. my racket's string is now red and so is the grip :D yay. we had about 1h plus b4 collecting the racket so we ate abit then went hougang mall and window shopped. jacelyn is a failure. she cannot eat ice cream. i show you a photo.FAIL LOL. HAHA she was complaining all the way back to hougang sports hall. then collect racket then mummy fetched us home to change then left for j8. bought drinks and popcorn. caught alvin and the chipmunks 2. aft tht ate dinner @ crystal jade then sent jacelyn home. yup thats about it. can't wait for training tmr.

btw, get well soon chester ^^

2010-01-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

And instantly i feel so complete, it hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek, and you give me this feeling, its like no other feeling, but it knocks me off my feet. Please dont ask me what i like about you, cause its every little thing you do, and thats just the way you make me feel

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RODERICK CHEW PREPARE 10 BUCKS KTHNXBAI ;-)

a little bit longer, and i'll be fine

2010-01-16T21:11:00.002+08:00

oops. hi. aft i uploaded the pic i got distracted and totally forgot bout this. anyway today was super boringgg. did nth much. im thirsty heh bye

cause i miss you, whenever you're not around

2010-01-15T22:31:00.002+08:00

hi bloggerrr. today for homec we made hamburgers heh heh it was v yummy, well mine was :D okok skip to training. started playing matches str8 away. JACELYN AND I LOST TO IESHA AND HER BEST FRIEND! :( bleh i wanted to cry.... anyway training was quite slack but we ran 10 rounds agn at 5pm. after that stacked chairs. then did shadow. aft training went to bubbletea stall HAHA then otw to the bus-stop we couldnt stop spitting the pearls. WE HAD A COMPETITION AND I WON HEHEHE I SPIT THE FURTHEST LOL 3 sec ones were talking abt us. hehe then suddenly jiaeenn gave us the idea to use the straws to spit but 53 came so we went to serangoon and went crazy LOL!! then jacelyn and jiaeenn abandoned me :( jacelyn i h8 you for that. lol then reached home, ate dinner and blahblah. okay bai!!! im really tired -yawns-

oh btw!! is this nice??? :) i drew it heh heh heh

never thought not having you here now would hurt so much

2010-01-14T22:02:00.002+08:00

hi blog. we had to run like 10 rounds today i almost died... sigh super tired. yay i now hv like 40 bucks a week but its like still so little.. heh heh hope tmr no physical :( cfm hv one sighhh

i'll try for your love

2010-01-13T22:03:00.002+08:00

hi ok i paused at the hi for like 1min not knowing what to type. errrr, sch was okay? o.o malay was boring. okay lah nth much to say. training tmr.. dont wanna do swiss side again :( and my whole body hurts... stupid muscle ache. sigh~~~

the truth hurts, lies worse

2010-01-12T22:29:00.003+08:00

soh jun rei, happy now? ^ your photo thr. haha.
i woke up around 10 and i couldnt get back to sleep... so annoying. so i woke up and used computer like almost the whole day. met tricia at serangoon gardens at around 4+ then went for frolick :D finallyyyyyy ate frolick aft so long omg :D hehe ok aft that went home. watched uninvited then ate dinner then left for tuition. i saw baorong thr!! like aft i didnt go rosyth training i didnt see him till now. he can't rmb me lol. ok then fetched tricia home. gonna go pack my bag now. sch tmr :(

ohyes I COLLECTED MY BOYS LIKE GIRLS' TICKETS ALR HEHEHEHEE

you're the reason why im smiling at the start of the day

2010-01-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

no sch tmr thnx to the sec 4s (y) micaela & michelle might be coming over tmr :) sch is boring and its killing me. i hv a phobia of swiss side. bloody hell i wanted to cry just now when we're supposed to do. i swear i dont want to ever do swiss side again :'( training was super tiring cos of physical. after training bused home w jacelyn. cant wait for boys like girls' concert and 31st of jan!! :) oh, but tournament starts the next day on the first of feb... tk's in our group. how how how you tell me... im super bored now... YAY i just saw 11:11 ^^

being on this road is anything but sure

2010-01-09T21:45:00.002+08:00

hi didnt go sofia's today. sorry jacelyn and sofia!! i was too tired sorry... morning woke up around 8.45 cos of steady's call. then went to get ready then left the house. went to The Serangoon then registered first. then sat down then the woman talk talk talk. then when the presentation started, i was like the first batch to go. omg super nervous hahaha. the person said to walk infront this thing i walked behind. then they said walk infront the woman, i walk behind (y) 400 bucks!!!!!! whooooo but mummy only allow me to use 100 :( ok anyw then went home awhile then left for kovan for lunch. after then dropped sonia off at home and mummy and i left the house. went to lorong chuan thr to cut my hair. my fringe is super short :'( bleh then went home. watched planet 51 then fell asleep. woke up ate dinner. cant wait for tmr!!!!!!!!! :)

all that I've got to pull me through is memories of you

2010-01-08T23:16:00.003+08:00

i am super tired... school in the morning then training. tmr morning prize presentation. whoo $400 :) :) :) aft tht going to cut hair. then evening over to sofia's place :) sunday movie w micaela michelle chester roderick sonia nigel alex. hehe cant w8~~ then nadia's bday celebration after. :)

hi c, cheer up ^^ (i know you wont see this but whatever)

not meant to be

2010-01-07T20:21:00.001+08:00

hi. today felt very long idk why. lessons were boring today~ there's training tmr. dont know why but i dont feel like training.... but plbt's there which makes it fun ^^ love you guys bye

2010-01-07T19:41:00.002+08:00

It's like one step forward and two steps back, no matter what I do you're always mad. And I, I can't change your mind. Oh, it's like trying to turn around on a one way street. I can't give you what you want and it's killing me. And I, I'm starting to see, maybe we're not meant to be.

love is like playing the piano. first you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart

2010-01-06T21:06:00.002+08:00

hi. was super lazy to blog ytd cos i was very tired. been going home right after lunch to sleep. i feel like a pig but i cant help it. i sleep in sch also. damn tired. tmr theres like almost every subject..... sian. training's canceled tmr, yay. but there's training on friday. will try walking home from hougang stadium :) hope i dont get lost haha. i think im gonna sleep early again bth alr >: byebye

its like i waited for you forever

2010-01-04T21:30:00.003+08:00

today first day of sch it was boring i wanted to sleep most of the time
mr daniel ng & mdm hu min's my ft
tmr lessons start :'(
caught alvin and the chipmunks 2 today great show ^^
super tired now gdnight world

should i smile because we're friends, or cry cause thats all we'll ever be?

2010-01-03T16:03:00.004+08:00

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't? Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't? You fall deeper with each passing day, but try to hide it in every possible way. He's only a friend, and nothing else. That's the lie you keeping telling yourself. You keep on saying he's just a bud, but deep inside, you're falling in love. You get so giddy when you meet his eyes, but keep reminding yourself it isn't right. A simple glance turns into a stare, but you pretend that you don't care. It's not right for you two to be. Is that why you hide it so no one can see? But how long will you pretend? Keep lying that he's just a friend? Perhaps your feelings you can never show. Perhaps it's wrong for him to know. Your friendship can't be risked over this, so being his girl is an impossible wish.

2010-01-03T14:18:00.012+08:00

LOVE ALL OF YOU!! ♥♥♥

2010-01-03T14:13:00.006+08:00

I AM GOING FOR BOYS LIKE GIRLS'

CONCERT ARE YOU JEALOUS? :)

hate that i love you

2010-01-01T23:56:00.002+08:00

hi im like super lazy to blog about taiwan trip. i might blog bout it if i feel like it but not now though. k so i spent this new year sleeping, having a terrible headache and fever and eating 456756789 panadols (y)

ydlmlhily, hhmily :(

happy new year everyone

2010-01-01T03:00:00.001+08:00

hello!! im back from tw alr. will blog tmr or smth maybe :) lazy now. im sick :(

MICAELA CHOO,
cheer up kay love you

meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you i had no control over

2009-12-24T18:10:00.004+08:00

hi!! im leaving the house in about 4 hours. soooo, this blog is gonna be dead till im back. 31st dec or 1st jan im not sure. unless i find internet in tw then i'll blog. okay anyway, im done packing alr. MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE LOVE U BYE MISS ME

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WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I DID 170BPM FM OMG HEHEHE OK WHTEVER I KNOW VERY SLOW BUT IM DAMN HAPPY OK HEHEHEHE
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OMG I JUST DID 160BPM FM & CFM HEHEHEEHEHHEHE
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love is one big illusion, i should try to forget

2009-12-24T00:21:00.002+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIII omg i just fixed my comp. it was super screwed just now but its okay now yay hehehe. micaela's not replying me on msn. she's packing alr. so fast!!! supposed to be in the airport tmr at 11.30pm.... im like going to pack tmr at 8pm+? ok wtv. cant wait for tw <: though i also dont want go. idk lah i want and dont want. should i slp soon? but im not tired.. ok im high now cos i fixed my comp HEHEHE ok bye
ps/ I UNPRIVATED MY BLOG IDK WHY

paper bags and plastic hearts

2009-12-23T01:33:00.003+08:00

today(22/7) jacelyn came over to do homework. I'm glad I've finished most of it. I've got one newspaper article left. Jacelyn left around 8.30pm. 2 more days to Taiwan (y) I don't like being in sg. Oooh btw tw got earthquake so if I die, byebye!! Tmr meeting zann at 10.45am... Piano and party at night. I WANT PRESENTS!!!

you're in everyone i see, so tell me, do you see me?

2009-12-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

hi :) today last day of training. we spent half an hour stacking chair + talking. 15 mins on physical then like awhile on stroking. then i never play alr. haha damn slack today. aft training went for lunch. then aft lunch mummy came and pick me up, sent jacelyn home. came home, slept, played audi then eat and blahblahblah. ok 2/3 more days to taiwan. SCARY LEH taiwan got earthquake -_- jacelyn's coming over tmr to watch planet 51 then do hw. hehe. bye.

if i gave you my heart, would you just play the part?

2009-12-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

hiiiii. i slept at 5am ytd/today. ok whtever. then supposed to go church in the morning but couldn't wake up so woke up at 11.30 then got ready and left for bugis junction. didnt find anything i wanted at bugis junction so walked to bugis street. bought 3 tops & 1 jeans. hehehehe then cabbed home. family came over, had bbq. uh nth much alr... tmr last training!!! sadded!!! :(

i'll lay awake and i'll watch the stars as they collide

2009-12-20T02:03:00.002+08:00

hello!! argh my backspace key came out -_- so i taped it LOL okay today had sec 4 farewell. it was boring!!! i regretted going.... im eating noodles now hehehe. tmr gng church then go shopping. bbq at night!! <:

heartbreaker

2009-12-19T00:44:00.005+08:00

hi. today training was tiring but fun, as usual haha. hmm... aft training went for lunch @ kovan, then went home. tmr sec 1 plbt coming my house first then gng for farewell!! :) cant wait. hehe.

I LOVE KEY!!!!!!!!!!

onew is cute too ^^

tonight i've fallen and i can't get up

2009-12-17T23:02:00.001+08:00

hi. training today was fun but physical was hellllll. i almost fainted on the way to sch. scary :( my 3rd time alr.

it's funny how a person can break your heart, and you can still love them with all the little pieces

2009-12-16T17:25:00.004+08:00

i h8 you, you & you :(

i h8 my life :( ducky whr r u i need you :'( sigh~ good thing there's training tmr... i feel happier during training, with plbt. i dont wanna stay at home.. i wanna runaway :'(

two is better than one

2009-12-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

i h8 my life. fml.

as real as it seems, you're only in my dreams

2009-12-14T01:50:00.004+08:00

hi daddy. imy. wonder how you're doing and if you're happy right now. I'm not, I'm sad. I knw you knw how I'm feeling right now... mummy's being a real bitch these few days. can't stand her ): we're not even talking right now. I can't sleep daddy... so many things are gng thru my mind. I can't take any of this any longer...

and i’ll keep reminding, if it’s the only thing i ever do, i will always love you

2009-12-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

check up today
went to people's park to pay for taiwan trip
dinner
shop
home

sometimes i wish i were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts

2009-12-11T22:38:00.002+08:00

had training today. i like training, it keeps my mind off things :/ buni's knee's arent the same size!! scary. he kept going 'WHY YOU 2(jacelyn&i) KEEP LOOKING AT MY LEG AND LAUGHING". we just lol. anyway, training was very very tiring today. i think i almost fainted again -_- but training was still fun lah. then lunch then reached home @ 3.30pm. i have appointment tmr >: i dont want go......... sian...

trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew

2009-12-10T20:51:00.001+08:00

95kisses

ok i called @helloiamgiselle and she's sleeping LOL i was like where are you and she said "SLEEPING" < thats not a place LOL

grey skies clouding up the things we used to see with wide eyes

2009-12-10T01:20:00.001+08:00

best (y) look at the plug. i cant believe i hv such a stupid friend HAHA

ok hi. stayed over at tricia's ytd. im like damn lazy to blog hehe bye :D

can we make this last forever, with every word you're growing distant

2009-12-07T19:32:00.003+08:00

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

you're everything i know that makes me believe i'm not alone

2009-12-07T16:36:00.003+08:00

hiii training was damn slack today lol. ok im damn tired im gonna take a nap now good night :)

and when I touch your hand, it's then I understand, the beauty that's within. it's now that we begin. you always light my way. there never comes a day no matter where I go, I always feel you so.

maybe its true, that i can't live without you

2009-12-05T21:58:00.002+08:00

hi i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok anyway,

ytd met tricia @ amk hub for lunch then went home
i think we used computer AND I PLAYED AUDITION LIKE FINALLY HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
then ate dinner blah blah
then at night she was watching white chicks. i was damn tired so i ask her wake me up in 5 mins. then when i woke up it was 8am. i asked why she never wake me up. then she say she did but i couldnt wake up. then i asked her how she woke me up. then she did the poking action. LOL (y) -_-
tution @ 9.30am zz
it was boring lah wtf
supposed to continue a story of some ufo. like you kena captured into it. then tricia and i had the same idea. damn short one. say it was all a dream. the girls from the other table were thinking of rituals HAHAHA WTF one even asked 'what if i write more then 200 words'?
at my first try i wrote 2 lines lol
ok aft tuition went home then we both said we were tired so wanted to sleep. then suddenly i wanted to play audition. then we were like damn awake aft tht.
then left hosue(HAHA TRICIA) at around 2 and went to compass point walk around and buy books for piano zzz
then went for piano
went thr use computer first
then i had piano while tricia used comp
aft piano went compass walk walk then meet mummy
went home
rest awhile then ate dinner
then left for tricia's hosue to take clothes cos she's staying another night
she's gng church w me tmr
hope we see sarah ;-)

thts about it. byebye!!
and i still miss you!!! :-(

and we'll help each other off the ground so we'll never fall down again

2009-12-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

hi smelly cheer up okayyy you sad i sad leh hahaha dont think of stupid things hor. you know i love you and im always there for you ok? <:

2009-12-03T00:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS & DUCKY!!!!! LOVE YOU 2 <3

take my hand, we'll make it i swear

2009-12-02T20:03:00.004+08:00

HIIIIIIII i just received this letter. IM SO SMART HAHAHA
We are pleased to inform you that you have been awarded the Edusave Scholarship 2009 for achieving excellent results. The Scholarship is awarded to the top 10% of students. You will receive a certificate and an award voucher presented by the Adviser to aljunied Grassroots Organisations. Your Constituency Office will be writing to you within the next 6 weeks to notify you of the presentation details. Congratulations on doing well for your studies.
excellent leh wink wink tricia jealous of me HAHA

oh just now tricia asked me smth
tricia: do you know the title of some song that goes like 'one step forwards, two steps back'
me: the title of some song is some song lah
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

ok anywayyy today all i did was watch shows and use the computer. morning woke up around 9 then watched marley and me. then went to eat lunch then watched my sister's keeper. i cried while watching both shows lah!! >: so sad plz... ok then i watched bsm awhile then went to sleep. then woke up and went for dinner. then had piano. ok gonna continue watching bsm <: baiiiii

oh btw i realize i have alot movies leh so cool HAHA
saw 1,3,5,
final destination 1,2,3,
titanic,
spongebob movie,
marley & me,
american pie prom, beta house, the naked mile,
cinderella 2 LOL,
the hottie and the nottie,
jennifer's body,
cloudy with a chance of meatballs,
500 days of summer,
and my sister's keeper.
im downloading,
all the spongebob episodes HEHE,
confessions of a shopaholic,
american pie presents the book of love,
and 17 again.

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ok i changed my blogskin cos thr was some problem with it :) best viewed in IE. but MF also okay lah so whtever
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cause everything is never as it seems

2009-12-01T21:34:00.001+08:00

hiiiii im gonna blog about what i can rmb

training very slack
claudia smashed my head LOL
fat god *winkwink ;-)
jacelyn and i did 11 sets of 6 corners(half court) bloody tiring lah wtf + there was no one rotating w us
mr paulus makes no sense when he's trying to talk sense into us HAHAHAHA
charmaine treated me to new york new york!!!! <3<3<3<3

ok i cant rmb alr -_- bye