meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you i had no control over

hi!! im leaving the house in about 4 hours. soooo, this blog is gonna be dead till im back. 31st dec or 1st jan im not sure. unless i find internet in tw then i'll blog. okay anyway, im done packing alr. MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE LOVE U BYE MISS ME

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WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I DID 170BPM FM OMG HEHEHE OK WHTEVER I KNOW VERY SLOW BUT IM DAMN HAPPY OK HEHEHEHE
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OMG I JUST DID 160BPM FM & CFM HEHEHEEHEHHEHE
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love is one big illusion, i should try to forget

HIIIIIIIIIIIIII omg i just fixed my comp. it was super screwed just now but its okay now yay hehehe. micaela's not replying me on msn. she's packing alr. so fast!!! supposed to be in the airport tmr at 11.30pm.... im like going to pack tmr at 8pm+? ok wtv. cant wait for tw <: though i also dont want go. idk lah i want and dont want. should i slp soon? but im not tired.. ok im high now cos i fixed my comp HEHEHE ok bye
ps/ I UNPRIVATED MY BLOG IDK WHY

paper bags and plastic hearts

today(22/7) jacelyn came over to do homework. I'm glad I've finished most of it. I've got one newspaper article left. Jacelyn left around 8.30pm. 2 more days to Taiwan (y) I don't like being in sg. Oooh btw tw got earthquake so if I die, byebye!! Tmr meeting zann at 10.45am... Piano and party at night. I WANT PRESENTS!!!

you're in everyone i see, so tell me, do you see me?

hi :) today last day of training. we spent half an hour stacking chair + talking. 15 mins on physical then like awhile on stroking. then i never play alr. haha damn slack today. aft training went for lunch. then aft lunch mummy came and pick me up, sent jacelyn home. came home, slept, played audi then eat and blahblahblah. ok 2/3 more days to taiwan. SCARY LEH taiwan got earthquake -_- jacelyn's coming over tmr to watch planet 51 then do hw. hehe. bye.

if i gave you my heart, would you just play the part?

hiiiii. i slept at 5am ytd/today. ok whtever. then supposed to go church in the morning but couldn't wake up so woke up at 11.30 then got ready and left for bugis junction. didnt find anything i wanted at bugis junction so walked to bugis street. bought 3 tops & 1 jeans. hehehehe then cabbed home. family came over, had bbq. uh nth much alr... tmr last training!!! sadded!!! :(

i'll lay awake and i'll watch the stars as they collide

hello!! argh my backspace key came out -_- so i taped it LOL okay today had sec 4 farewell. it was boring!!! i regretted going.... im eating noodles now hehehe. tmr gng church then go shopping. bbq at night!! <:

heartbreaker

hi. today training was tiring but fun, as usual haha. hmm... aft training went for lunch @ kovan, then went home. tmr sec 1 plbt coming my house first then gng for farewell!! :) cant wait. hehe.

I LOVE KEY!!!!!!!!!!

onew is cute too ^^

tonight i've fallen and i can't get up

hi. training today was fun but physical was hellllll. i almost fainted on the way to sch. scary :( my 3rd time alr.

it's funny how a person can break your heart, and you can still love them with all the little pieces

i h8 you, you & you :(

i h8 my life :( ducky whr r u i need you :'( sigh~ good thing there's training tmr... i feel happier during training, with plbt. i dont wanna stay at home.. i wanna runaway :'(

two is better than one

i h8 my life. fml.

as real as it seems, you're only in my dreams

hi daddy. imy. wonder how you're doing and if you're happy right now. I'm not, I'm sad. I knw you knw how I'm feeling right now... mummy's being a real bitch these few days. can't stand her ): we're not even talking right now. I can't sleep daddy... so many things are gng thru my mind. I can't take any of this any longer...

and i’ll keep reminding, if it’s the only thing i ever do, i will always love you

• check up today
• went to people's park to pay for taiwan trip
• dinner
• shop
• home
  

sometimes i wish i were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts

had training today. i like training, it keeps my mind off things :/ buni's knee's arent the same size!! scary. he kept going 'WHY YOU 2(jacelyn&i) KEEP LOOKING AT MY LEG AND LAUGHING". we just lol. anyway, training was very very tiring today. i think i almost fainted again -_- but training was still fun lah. then lunch then reached home @ 3.30pm. i have appointment tmr >: i dont want go......... sian...

trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew

95kisses

ok i called @helloiamgiselle and she's sleeping LOL i was like where are you and she said "SLEEPING" < thats not a place LOL

grey skies clouding up the things we used to see with wide eyes

best (y) look at the plug. i cant believe i hv such a stupid friend HAHA

ok hi. stayed over at tricia's ytd. im like damn lazy to blog hehe bye :D

can we make this last forever, with every word you're growing distant

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

you're everything i know that makes me believe i'm not alone

hiii training was damn slack today lol. ok im damn tired im gonna take a nap now good night :)

and when I touch your hand, it's then I understand, the beauty that's within. it's now that we begin. you always light my way. there never comes a day no matter where I go, I always feel you so.

maybe its true, that i can't live without you

hi i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok anyway,

• ytd met tricia @ amk hub for lunch then went home
• i think we used computer AND I PLAYED AUDITION LIKE FINALLY HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
  
• then ate dinner blah blah
• then at night she was watching white chicks. i was damn tired so i ask her wake me up in 5 mins. then when i woke up it was 8am. i asked why she never wake me up. then she say she did but i couldnt wake up. then i asked her how she woke me up. then she did the poking action. LOL (y) -_-
• tution @ 9.30am zz
• it was boring lah wtf
• supposed to continue a story of some ufo. like you kena captured into it. then tricia and i had the same idea. damn short one. say it was all a dream. the girls from the other table were thinking of rituals HAHAHA WTF one even asked 'what if i write more then 200 words'?
• at my first try i wrote 2 lines lol
• ok aft tuition went home then we both said we were tired so wanted to sleep. then suddenly i wanted to play audition. then we were like damn awake aft tht.
• then left hosue(HAHA TRICIA) at around 2 and went to compass point walk around and buy books for piano zzz
• then went for piano
• went thr use computer first
• then i had piano while tricia used comp
• aft piano went compass walk walk then meet mummy
• went home
• rest awhile then ate dinner
• then left for tricia's hosue to take clothes cos she's staying another night
• she's gng church w me tmr
• hope we see sarah ;-)

thts about it. byebye!!
and i still miss you!!! :-(

and we'll help each other off the ground so we'll never fall down again

hi smelly cheer up okayyy you sad i sad leh hahaha dont think of stupid things hor. you know i love you and im always there for you ok? <:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS & DUCKY!!!!! LOVE YOU 2 <3

take my hand, we'll make it i swear

HIIIIIIII i just received this letter. IM SO SMART HAHAHA
We are pleased to inform you that you have been awarded the Edusave Scholarship 2009 for achieving excellent results. The Scholarship is awarded to the top 10% of students. You will receive a certificate and an award voucher presented by the Adviser to aljunied Grassroots Organisations. Your Constituency Office will be writing to you within the next 6 weeks to notify you of the presentation details. Congratulations on doing well for your studies.
excellent leh wink wink tricia jealous of me HAHA

oh just now tricia asked me smth
tricia: do you know the title of some song that goes like 'one step forwards, two steps back'
me: the title of some song is some song lah
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

ok anywayyy today all i did was watch shows and use the computer. morning woke up around 9 then watched marley and me. then went to eat lunch then watched my sister's keeper. i cried while watching both shows lah!! >: so sad plz... ok then i watched bsm awhile then went to sleep. then woke up and went for dinner. then had piano. ok gonna continue watching bsm <: baiiiii

oh btw i realize i have alot movies leh so cool HAHA
saw 1,3,5,
final destination 1,2,3,
titanic,
spongebob movie,
marley & me,
american pie prom, beta house, the naked mile,
cinderella 2 LOL,
the hottie and the nottie,
jennifer's body,
cloudy with a chance of meatballs,
500 days of summer,
and my sister's keeper.
im downloading,
all the spongebob episodes HEHE,
confessions of a shopaholic,
american pie presents the book of love,
and 17 again.

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ok i changed my blogskin cos thr was some problem with it :) best viewed in IE. but MF also okay lah so whtever
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cause everything is never as it seems

hiiiii im gonna blog about what i can rmb

• training very slack
  
• claudia smashed my head LOL
• fat god *winkwink ;-)
• jacelyn and i did 11 sets of 6 corners(half court) bloody tiring lah wtf + there was no one rotating w us
• mr paulus makes no sense when he's trying to talk sense into us HAHAHAHA
• charmaine treated me to new york new york!!!! <3<3<3<3

ok i cant rmb alr -_- bye